Out of the darkness and into the light. It’s been a very long time since I’ve felt anything even similar to this. I’ve kept myself so locked up… not really willing to completely open up to anyone due to both an overwhelming fear of rejection and fear of my own emotions. Whatever the reason may be - that’s gone with her. It’s almost scary… but I like it. A lot.

After only knowing each other for a little over a week due to a perfect blend of chance and opportunity – I feel so content just being in her presence. A warm embrace that feels just like home…and probably better than; I think I am truly happy. I can’t wait to see where this road leads…

I am not afraid.

I’m coming in to 2008 with a much better outlook than I did 2007. Having gone through a world of shit in 2007, I’ve grown by leaps and bounds in most every aspect of my life: personally, socially, mentally and more. I have some of the best friends anyone could ask for. I recently met someone new that I am quite excited about; intelligent, fun and able to handle my random goofiness. Oh yes… she’s also sane! How cool is that?? haha

I’m going to try to force myself to actually update this thing.. so stay tuned!